Friday, February 17, 2012

Final Year Syndrome

Complete lack of updates. #epicfail

Got struck by TGIF bug and don't feel like doing anything especially the report. :(

Decided to put the blame of no updates (and NO LIFE too!) on my final report. Yeah! I think I have been whining for the longest time ever about my report. Yadaa yadaa... Since last year. =.=

Sometimes, I am not sure if all these hardships I am going through are they going to mean something to me at all now or in the future. Except the facts that they are making me not enjoying my student life as what others have always tell me to. I doubt if they will make me stronger? Tougher? Or wiser? What if they made no difference at all? #crylikeakid

2 more weeks to deadline and the main content of the report has yet to complete. Argh! Demanding demanding and demanding! I start to doubt if this is a karma for me being demanding toward others and now the karma is working. I got both the most demanding professor and mentor. Bad things got attracted very easily to me and good things aren't at all! No luck at all in job hunting and the worst thing is last week career fair just made me even more conscious that I am destined to be jobless for quite some times or end up with a whatsoever job that wants me. Alright, it is not like I just figured this fact out. Perhaps, positive energy will do me better. #hakunamatata This actually reminds me the book I read before. May be I shall read it again to help me going through this critical period of life.

Why am I ranting like a kid again? Sigh!

I should just walk off with my rants and munching on my hello panda. #depressing

2 comments:

  1. Hang on~ it is finishing soon, they really will make you stronger. Bad things don't last. The feeling of after submitting will be the most awesomest feeling. Although now it seems that it is so difficult and still so much to work on, just have to believe that you will be able to finish it somehow at the end. (at least that's my way how to go through that time before i 崩溃)

    (^o^)/ add oil la!

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    1. Haha! Thanks! Still holding on. It will end soon, hopefully in a nice way. LOL! U will have more times like that in HK I believed? U add oil also la! :)

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