Against the Odds Here come the Sunshines

Exhausted after a long morning. Try to catch a good nap but sleeping capability has been deteriorating these days. :( I miss those times where the sleep mode switched on within five mins the body landed on the bed. Guess am really under tremendous stress recently? Wonder what monster is bothering me so much on getting a good sleep. Always need an hour or so rolling here and there before falling asleep and always wake up an hour or so before the alarm strike. Hope this won't persist long though cause I seriously am tired but my brain just wouldn't rest! T_______T

Finally submitted FYP poster and must tell you my poster looks super awesome k? :D It was only until 7th or 8th version I have finally satisfied my mentor to approve me to submit for printing. #truestory I used to think poster presentation sucks cause you never know who will be your audiences and can never present just like having a powerpoint slides, but not true! Til I saw my poster ♥ :))))))) At least my efforts are not just completely crammed into limited pages of slides with just 2 audiences, the supervisor and moderator. But still pray hard the any random audiences won't get me into embarrassing scenarios by throwing me bunch of questions. I have been doing too much talking recently that I hope I can get a hiatus from it.

And finally finally submitted the FYP REPORT! Ultimate report that I ever have for these 4 years. :) It was really an eventful thing with this report. Dunno how many 129094313813029 times I have changed it from content to format. Thank Buddha finally completed, printed the hardcopy, submitted to school office and bid farewell to it forever. *muacks* Speaking of printing the report, it was another eventful thing. Yes I am going to tell you what happened cause I haven't been journalizing my things for quite some times now, if you realized. And also because I have times. (trying to avoid the reality to start mugging ENS o.O)

Supposedly today is the official submission day but I had a paper yesterday (YES LAST SECOND PAPER IN NTU!) so decided to print and submit it yesterday instead cause campus is like 23139123123 miles away from room k? Since I am already at campus anyway. I am wise enough cause today weather is scotching hot don't want step out from room at all wtf. Guess what the overall printing+binding cost me like 15 bucks?! Okie, it is expected cause I have heard people printed their copies for like 20+, for 2 copies I guess. But I just need one. So never mind. I am grateful that luckily I only need to hand in one copy at this price. *thank buddha* Honestly can totally blamed the cost on colour printed pages wtf. The 16 pages cost 8 bucks #fml I got a big shock when I saw the price -.- Cause have not printed any colour materials before ma. The night before I some more went to website checked and thought the rate is S$0.05 per pages and secretly super happy cause so cheap16 pages 80 cents only. (I have heard people complained colour printing is expensive). Only God know why an engineering graduate like me cannot differentiate between 0.05 and 0.5. #fistatwall Fine, be grateful there are only 16 coloured pages. What came up next as my horror nightmare was I printed those other pages in double-sided pages, that was around 50 pages of them. FML The report has to be single paged, yea it better be! Cause I reprinted all those 50 pages. Is alright, be grateful that I hadn't print the rest of the 70+ pages of appendix and the coloured pages didn't come out as double sided as well. Funny thing is the night before I did remind myself to print single sided, but all the computers in the libraries by default setting is double sided cause wanna save trees. End up I think I killed quarter of the tree for no purpose -.- Finally done all printings after a few trips to the printing room. So the last thing to send out this report is the binding. Being a smartass once again, I saw there is a card there stating binding per book is S$15. ?!!? Seriously how can binding with tat plastic ring be so expensive! But still I didn't ask for the price. Instead I asked auntie, "I want do binding, do you accept payment by NETS?" Auntie said NO! So okie by that time cause of the bloody coloured pages and those wrong pages I have printed I was only left with less than 10 bucks in my purse. Be hardworking, I went all the way down to the ATM machine to withdraw. Great, it is damn lot stairs x2 away just to withdraw some cash for the binding. After all, finally now with cash in pocket, printed papers on hand, can proceed with last step. "S$2.40". WHAT? Did I hear wrongly? Auntie collect S$2.40 for that. Dafuq! Sighhhh! Why didn't I check the price before walking out #likeaboss T_________T *slam head on wall*

So yea, that's how hard I struggled just to print that damn copy of final report. :((((

Which looks like this. Actually just A4 plain paper with words wtf.

See the thickness. :P Really must show. Cause you never know how much efforts I have put in T________T That kind of unspoken torturing moments I been through. HAHA!

I sort of quite amazed by myself though. :P Judge me the way you want.

Told mum finally I submitted report but I guess she cannot feel my excitement. Cause she only acknowledged with "Orh". -.-

OhOh also collected my poster from the office.

I am going to find a place to hang this lovely up somewhere at my future place or back to my house after presentation. ♥ Though the information is still confidential right now since the results are still pending to be published in journal. But never mind, no people will understand it anyway. :)

4 years. Finally.

Left with one paper and one presentation I am off my way. What way? I am not sure though.

Time flies at this very moment. Gotta enjoy studying for the last paper. Though I seriously hate these engineer ethics and history a lot! :(

Till then! 

Parting away from NTUDL

A lovely Sunday morning not knowing what to do yet. Must be due to yesterday hangover. Psst.. Not alcoholic hangover. A hangover from much fun, eating and talking. :)

Thanks to appreciative juniors. This officially marks an end, to be a member of the troupe. Yet it marks the beginning as an alumni for the troupe. :) We have always unsure what will happen next yet we are always reassured we have these memories that we could have bring with us no matter where we go to.

NTU Dragon and Lion Dance troupe, my best experience in NTU ever. Because we all rocks in the most traditional way. :D

Not much pic of the nights from my side. As I was really busy stuffing good food into my mouth and the spare time would be much on talking and laughing non stop. What more there is more pro camera than my pocket-able one. So I shall let myself be the portrait for snaps of that night. :)

And this very much appreciated handmade souvenirs before parting. With lotsa love. ♥


The very sincere messages from me to my fellow batch seniors. Now is our turn to leave for good? Haha!


Till we meet again.

Part of Parting Process

My last post still stuck at March. I just refused to move forward.

But today, I think I ought to pen down this day.

Despite being reluctant to move forward, here comes today. The last lecture of my last major PE. Or could it be my last lecture in NTU? (If I skip ENS lecture next week since I had only attended the first class for it) The saddest part is parting away from SR2. T___________T The beloved room where we had almost all our core modules lectures. Today, is the final day I stuck sitting on this most familiar room I have for four years. It was just like yesterday, the whole batch of us was sitting in for the first lesson of year 1 first sem. Yet it was so real that today is the last day, the whole batch of us (minus those who quit/switched course half way and those eventually faded out and never bother to attend lessons anymore wtf) stuck sitting inside this room, probably at the same seat as our first day. Yea, I had always stick to the same place of mine every since first day without fail. Until this semester, when this group of angmoh exchange students chopped away my seat wtf. #angrybird Nevermind, at least someone think that seat is great. Great mind think alike :) I dunno if anyone felt this very moment like me. *frowning* Or perhaps everyone is still too occupied with FYP?

The list has become shorter and shorter as day goes by. Just figured out yesterday that poster submission is next two weeks. -____- Why do we get such a short notice? Well, the truth is some of us may not even complete the report yet we are expected to be done with the poster. Oh well that doesn't really matter. Brains work the best when they are under tremendous stress like we all have superpower wtf.

What's left on my list now

1. Hardcopy submission of final report
2. Poster submission
3. Last 2 papers
4. Poster presentation

I remember the list being longer and like never-going-to-end at the start of final year. Look how much it has shortened by now.

Time has never failed to impress me. By the way and the speed it moves. It could really be just a blink of eyes that all of us completed this whole process and departed and only bump into each other on street by coincidence. And again, the process where the new batch of freshmen will come in and go through all we have been through like how we started 4 years ago. T_______T

That aside, I am actually looking forward my convocation. Got a big shock when I saw the subject of this email.


Please kindly unsubscribed me from such email since I am graduating soon. Real soon.


Happy Good Friday/Holidays peeps!