Peace treaty

"Signed" peace treaty and the battle ceased.

Yup, finally free from exam. Though it was just like 3 weeks? I screwed today's paper like shit. I always end an exam with a really bad paper. I don't know why. But this symptom persisted for like consequently 3 semesters or more? -IA semester. Curse or what? Grr... I wish it won't affect my cgpa too much. Not like I secure a job yet. Oh yea, speaking of this. The hunt is going to continue roll on =.=

Anyone missing my presence? HAHA!

Is good to be back blogging again. Feel slightly homely here. But I am feeling so lost now. I don't know if anyone had this kind of feeling. Exam sort of shut me out from the norm. What I did everyday were sleep, study, eat, shit, study, sleep and study again. It was actually kinda "relax", I mean I just need to focus for exam and nothing else. But then, now the shield is gone, is time to be back to the reality and norm. FYP is chasing after me like kid for my attention, job hunting is haunting me like there is no tomorrow ever after. Like all of sudden I am overwhelmed with everything that seems to be urgent and important. :(

I sound so pessimistic right? LOL! Probably cause I really do not know where to begin from this point. I have a long to-do-list, which apparently I told myself I must do after exam during the exam period. Sigh! This is the impact of after exam. @~@ During exam time too stressful then keep thinking something else except the contents in lecture notes.

Anyway, I just wanna share this, which I find it very amusing, especially when I saw my neighbour pasting it on her door. But just for laugh okie, it doesn't mean anything.

Present to you

the Bell Curve God!


Pic credited to Tel Shuk.

So my neighbour actually printed this pic out and pasted on her door. Does that indicating Bell Curve God "stays" there? :P

Then I accidentally found another on His homepage.

His friend, I think --> S/U god.

Then someone Stomped about this as well. Go read though it may sound a bit creepy? Idk.

So, are we students insane or what? LOL! Well, things just went a little far than the creator thought of. :P

Dear both Bell Curve god and S/U god, although I never worship both of you for my exam, that doesn't mean I don't like both of you k? Please bless me as well. kthxbye.

Hopefully our Profs saw the page and bless us as well. :)

On side note, good news is that I will have 2 papers left for my final semester, if and only if I pass all for this semester, which of course I must pass all! :D Pray for me k? Haha!

Gotta go figure out what to do next. No party. :(

Ciaoz!

Battle Day5

Slurping notes away. ZzzzZzzz

Yawn!

A brief comic to keep me entertained and for you who still comes here expecting an update.

Ciaoz!

Battle Day2 121111

I just want to say that I am still alive after battling for 2 days, vomited (yes again) my lunch yesterday, dropping head while reading/memorizing hard on Gene&Tissue notes while cursing my Prof away for the poor English command, had a bad headache, indigestion due to no apparent reason besides stress?. Above all these, I am still pretty much alive yay! And it is still long way to go sigh! Ok, I promised to enjoy final year and I promised to achieve my target the best I can. *trying hard*

Anyway, I am taking an interesting module this semester, Traditional Chinese Medicine (TCM). Chinese characters alone are quite foreign to me nowadays especially those scientific/medical terms are totally alien, but I am picking them up, er quite happily maybe wtf. Though I had only attended 1 lecture out of 12 guilty. Surprisingly, it interests me more and keeps me awake, at least for today. Once again, I think I am in the wrong course or I am just getting too bored with this 4-years journey. @~@

Oh, I am taking another interesting module also, Astronomy and Galaxy, which I had been persistently and eagerly went for the lecture, most of it. :D

Don't ask me why I take these kinds of meaningless modules that seems to not aiding my course/career, like my coursemates all very make sense taking leadership/crisis management modules wtf. Simply because I want MCQ final!

Probability of 25% for each A, B, C and D options. Easy-like.

Just that I realized I have more than 4 options and questions with more than 1 answer wtf.


Crawling back to notes.

Stop it right now

Stop wasting time

to care what others think about you
to care how others judge you
on others' life except for those your care
on others who couldn't care you more
to look how great others are leading their lives
to do something you dislike
to do something that others want you to
to keep angst as company
to hesitate to care for those who are important
to rethink what to say just to please others
to live like others
to talk like who you are not
to act like who you are not'
to say "but" for your dream
to think but not materializing your dream
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I am only given one chance to live as a 20s. I know I shouldn't been wasting too much time on this and that that doesn't worth.

Warning: pictory ahead of times

Long weekend is over! :(

No difference since this is last week of school/study week/last slacking week before exam starts. First paper next Friday and yet to start on studying sweat. Tried very hard to switch on the mood. Feel like inserting a molecular switch system into my brain, which I can switch on/off the study mood. Actually just switch on will do, since off is usually happens very spontaneously like born with it wtf. This is overdose of gene therapy issue lol!

Most of you should have heard of Instagram right? An photography app that a lot people mad love with ♥ It is quite convenient though with so much effects to choose at your fingertips. But nothing so special about it la. Used to stick with LemeLeme, which I personally feel it quite fun cause you get to play around with different camera body and lens and mix and match the effect. HAHA!

Okie the point is not about the apps though. I just wanna spam here with pics. LOL! (Wasted your time reading right? :P)


I found this shop selling damn lots of comics and cute stuffs like memo pad/ stickers/ paper clip/ pen. It is like those kedai runcit we (I) used to go when I was kid. Things are selling quite cheap over there too!

So I ended up bought another bumper for my phone and the button stickers! Okie, pretty useless accessories but I want it for so long but it is selling overpriced at everywhere! Totally gave in when saw this selling at S$1.90 for 8! Dirt cheap and yes I am very auntie (calculative) de! :D


Then quite some times ago I found this in school supermart!


#awesome

Did you know Horlicks candy is a product of GSK? @~@ #shocked

I haven't been eating/seeing this for like... erm... more than 5 years? Didn't really visit kedai runcit that often anymore. Few days ago I went to supermart again and only see Ovaltine lying there. :(



Got myself a netbook from Acer not long ago and finally paid off the "debt" after working for 2 months. :D For the sake of convenience of discussion and FYP. Acer is a cheaper alternative again. Why pink and yellow? Don't ask.

This one just want to show the very nice pic of the cover. HAHA!


Then the other day (yes again) I found this very useful thing in my wardrobe haha! Mad ♥ cause it saves me from hair disturbance when studying and is better than hair clip for long-hour usage. This one credits to my Sis! HAHA!


I customized this! Haven't been eating American breakfast for longest time ever. I will miss this when I move out next year. Such a cheap price for such a deluxe! :D


My uber cute elephant! My current wallpaper both lock and home screen cause it is just too pretty drown!


My study companion.


Still remember how I used to be stingy over buying these expensive pens haha! People do change with time. Just look at how many people around me are using Iphone4S now when before that they kept whining how expensive Iphone4 is how rich Iphone4 user is. #likeaboss

I saw this just now and I think is cheap? I have never go for one and I tell myself I am gonna get myself one once lol. Who wants to go with me huh?


Okie dunno why suddenly so energetically want to blog while I supposed to prepare my script for tomorrow presentation's rehearsal. Damn hard to explain myocardial infarction process in layman term. Sigh!

Before I go off, perhaps for quite some times. Last pic of the day.

To remind myself if I ever step in here.

#stabmyself

The day when I almost die from overdose of projects

Gosh! I have totally forgotten this space with things occupied my head >< I am serious when I said I forgot.

I guess I would drop by to do a quick update since I am just done with the slides, I am still awake at this hour and it doesn't really help if I sleep any earlier =.=

It's really hard to juggle between school and other stuffs like blogging and etc. Hobbies die when school is in the house. Sigh! Am now rushing for the final presentation for the sem and it is the most long-prepared one. Since semester started wtf. You know my rant about the designing module haha! Now is a finale part before I can kick start on reading for final, which is in.. erm... 2weeks time? Great, start from scratch. I hope I can pass and graduate emo.

These few weeks have been really tough due to projects. Emotional up and down and been venting my frustrations and impatience to the people around me. I know I should be apologetic but I just can't help it. I didn't mean to vent my emotions like that way :( It is really difficult to work with people with different mentalities. I understand this is a process, a test and an experience. But I guess I just couldn't make a good team player sometimes. I haven't tell anyone about my most disastrous failure presentation yet. You got my words. Nothing will go any worse than having your Prof to say you presented a crap of shit in front of the whole course. :'( I tried very hard to overcome this incident. But the fact is I lose my credibility, to the Prof, to my team mate and to myself. I know it is just a school presentation and I should be glad that this does not happen in any time in future when I am working, such an "ah-Q" spirit haha!

Okie, nothing I can do about it now. It is fated for me to fall and learn to stand up again without anyone offering a helping hand. Even though the team is going to suspect my credibility in the future cooperation, even if the Prof would think that I am one of the worse students, who didn't take her project seriously (but obviously I did!), I will not allow myself to lost faith in me. I think I will try not to. :)

Alright, I ended up ranting on my emotion here. Haha! I should have handle my emotion better, as usual. Okie no more ranting here.

School is boring and I am so worry that I lose interest in studying. :( How?



Just me saying hello! This is the most decent pic of mine recently. (with less-obvious eye bags and dark eye circle and looked slightly refresh) HAHA! You know how zombie-ish I look like for the rest of the times. And my hair is long now! :D

So hungry and I wanna have mamak Maggie Goreng!! :(

Time for bed on such a rainy night ♥